Donald, Thanks for your testimony. My former evangelical colleagues are very much in the dark, often, about the pervasive and paralyzing impact of fear … would generally deny that they were restrained by fear … so recognizing it is the first step … “I’m afraid, I wonder where that fear is coming from.” That was an early first step for me. And I didn’t have any way to even acknowledge or notice or name the fear until I had been pickled in love in a praying time — then it manifested, the fear. Keep telling your colleagues about the fear — it needs to be named and noticed.